WordLess, SpeechLess…

 

The writer in me has wanted to write, to scream on paper

to cry by my keyboard

The writer in me has failed.

 

I have always felt powerful when i write,

having the power of drawing people’s attention,

they take in each sentence, word by word,

they feel almost how I feel…

 

But I have also never felt so powerless,

not knowing what to say or write,

not having what to write but feeling so many things.

 

The writer in me wants to write,

the writer in me hopes to win, One step at a time.

 

 

 

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Until Today….

hmmmm… same thoughts

Love, Pain And More love.

heart bleed

Until today, I didn’t know the true meaning of the statement,

“your life can change in a split second”

My life was a fairytale (at least in my eyes) until today.

How can a doctor’s words carry so much power and yet still be insignificant before the Word of my God.

How is it possible to believe and not believe at the same time? Is it even possible?

how can I deal with something that I should be able to deal with but I don’t know to deal with but I still have to deal with?

Until today, I didn’t know heart break… I thought i did and i was pretty sure i was done with all that…. Until Today.

Today my heart bleeds, yes, my heart bleeds. I have tried patching up this wound.

I am very handy, so they said. My hands are magic, perhaps!!

“why can’t I…

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The CanCer MoveMent..

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This is no ordinary Blog post, THIS IS A CANCER MOVEMENT…

This did not start today, No today we wage WAR…

Today we are running 20 laps instead of three,

Today we are writing 4blogs in the place of One…. Because

This is no ordinary blog post, THIS IS A CANCER MOVEMENT..

 

Yesterday you woke me up to go to work, Today i woke you up to try and swallow 2 spoonfuls of water.

Yesterday I sat on yo lap, Today I helped you lift your hand for a better position..

Yesterday you Bought me Java’s Caribbean jerk, Today you crave it but can’t have it..

we were both not not ready for this PAIN, but it came and it waged WAR…

 

NOW we raise up too…. WE ARE WAGING WAR.

We will fight and Make my words SWORDS we will WIN, WE WILL WIN..

These knees will change address to P.O.BOXJESUS

These hands will be lifted constantly to the heavens

And this HEART WILL PRAY…

THIS IS A CANCER MOVEMENT….

 

The powers we wage WAR against have creeped  into the government,

they desire to see that we DIE, Yes, that is their desire..

But they forget that “OUR GOD CARRIES THE GOVERNMENT ON HIS SHOULDERS”

That he knows their SNEAKY WAYS and they will PAY…

But we will Fight the way we know to, “ON OUR KNEES”

 

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Yesterday we took a selfie and you said, “Let us pout at the devil”

Today you can’t even recognize my Face..

You have always been STRONG, And now it is our turn to be STRONG for you because…

This is No Ordinary Blog Post (No OBP) THIS IS THE CANCER MOVEMENT…

 

 

 

 

 

 

YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL…

Hey Princess,

how did you do today? i hope the weather is good to yo skin and i hope the Word of God has been alive in your heart.

today i come to tell you “YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL”
yes, you have probably heard this a thousand and one times, some people meant it, some used it to get you and then break you, but Hey….

“TODAY IS A NEW DAY PRINCESS” today is the beginning of new in your life.. where they acted as the Mirror before you, telling you when and how you are beautiful, that was yesterday, Today is a new day… that MIRROR doesn’t define you anymore.

 

As the greatest poet King Solomon said….

Who is this who looks down like the dawn, beautiful as the moon, bright as the sun, awesome as an army with banners? (Song of Solomon 6:10)
“THAT IS YOU PRINCESS”

God’s finest creation, An image of his glory, A full representation of himself.

You are beautiful, NOW break those mirrors that are from yesterday and take the mirror that speaks truth before you, the Mirror of the word of GOD, one that will say it everyday, renew you everyday and make you beautiful far more than the eyes can see.

YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL MY PRINCESS.

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But even if He does not

my my my…… I had to reblog mainly because it was such a deep red but also because the dust on my BLOG.. hihihihi.

Limitless Marvel

‘Sometimes you sing because you believe, sometimes you sing UNTIL you believe. Sometimes you declare because you know, sometimes you declare until you know.

Sometimes you mumble prayers because you are too afraid to say them out loud and risk getting ‘No’ for an answer. Sometimes the will of God is too painful to embrace and the work of God is too bizarre to comprehend. Sometimes we hold back because we are uncertain what giving in will cost us.

Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego knew this too well;

King Nebuchadnezzar, we do not need to defend ourselves before you in this matter.If we are thrown into the blazing furnace, the God we serve is able to deliver us from it, and he will deliver us[c] from Your Majesty’s hand. 18 But even if he does not, we want you to know…

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HANG IN THERE……

Hey Princess,

It’s been ages right? I know… But just so you know, you are stored in my heart, and that means you are always on my mind.

Did someone make you mad today?
Did they say a lie about you, in front of you?
Did someone hurt you?
Did they just make you just want to reap yo heart out?

I Know what you are going through, HANG IN THERE, there is always a light at the end of the tunnel, keep looking up, keep holding on.

There is a BEAUTY that will come out of these ASHES… So smile, get out yo phone and take a picture….

Let no body, COMPLETELY no body, have the right to take away yo inner JOY…. ‪#‎Smiley‬Princess. HANG IN THERE!!!

*lights, Camera, Action* SMILE….

 

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Until Today….

heart bleed

Until today, I didn’t know the true meaning of the statement,

“your life can change in a split second”

My life was a fairytale (at least in my eyes) until today.

How can a doctor’s words carry so much power and yet still be insignificant before the Word of my God.

How is it possible to believe and not believe at the same time? Is it even possible?

how can I deal with something that I should be able to deal with but I don’t know to deal with but I still have to deal with?

 

Until today, I didn’t know heart break… I thought i did and i was pretty sure i was done with all that…. Until Today.

Today my heart bleeds, yes, my heart bleeds. I have tried patching up this wound.

I am very handy, so they said. My hands are magic, perhaps!!

“why can’t I heal my own heart?”

 

Today my heart is running dry, I need a fixer.

UNTIL TODAY I didn’t know the feeling of hopelessness, helplessness, Uselessness…

as much as my mind tells me these feelings are but fleeting, Why does it feel like my whole world just came to a halt?

Don’t tell me it will get better, there is only one who will tell me that and i will believe.. he seems pretty quiet too.

UNTIL TODAY I have never wanted a miracle so badly, So bad that I worry I want it more than the giver.

Today we cry, Tomorrow we wait.. today we ask, tomorrow we wait.

 

UNTIL TODAY…

“My heart LORD, my heart…”

Love makes me happy, So sometimes I write about it…. :-)